My Beautiful Holly

[teekay]

Well, it was one year ago today we said goodbye to you, my sweet Holly. I think of you everyday and still miss you so much. Sometimes I look at Jenna and I can see you in her eyes, who knows how these things work.

Thank you for being there for me when times were tough, I hope we were there for you in your tough times and we tried with all our hearts to make you better. It still eats me up that we didn't know what was wrong with you. If I'd have waited longer would you have got better? But you would look at me with those big eyes each morning looking so sad, how much more could you (or I) bear. I hope you weren't in pain, I don't think you were, not physically anyway, your body just failed you my darling. I hope we didn't

I will love you always, we still have your ashes. I said we would scatter them in the Sea because you loved the water sooooo much but I cannot bring myself to do it so, for now, you can stay with me in my bedroom a little longer.

[W Sibs]

[Kelza]

A beautiful girl ~ lost but not forgotten.