Madi

Elsa, I undestand, i had my baby from the age of 8 till i was 21 and lost her in september. so 7 months ago. It took a long time for friends and family to understand that she was my girl my baby and it is heartbreaking. I now have her ashes in a white gold locket with her collar next to my bed and i still cry... and like you i cry at odd times. Especially when it storms as i have instinctivly gone to bring her in from the laundry, and now people think im afraid of storms. like everyone else has said, there is no time, and they are you baby's and allthough some people have no idea, everyone here feels for you and in time things will get better I hope your doing well I am going t o the pound in a few weeks to get a new one, allthough i feel guilty i just realise i am not replacing her or the loss in my heart but just giving another dog a chance at a wonderfull life. Madi

6 months ago i have that hard decision of putting my beutiful girl to rest. After 13 years she litterly kept me alive and i feel i owe my life to her. She has had an operation on her hind leg 2 years ago to help arthritis and sadly was hit was a very agressive cancer. At 13 years of age she still had the energy of a puppy still playing tug of war and pushing me over at any chance she had. I had only hrs of notice to say goodbye and i will never forget that last nuzzle she gave me before that put her to her final resting place. Molly was my life and she now has a new home in a white gold charm around my neck. RIP Moll