i lost Jim five weeks ago. He wasn't two yet (1 year and 10 months)> i had the same question: will it get better? Right now, I can't believe it. Just the thought of him brings tears in my eyes. We have a wonderful new puppy, really clean and smart and who would do anything to please us. Yet, i want Jim back.
I read stuff 'bout rainbow bridge, I try convincing myself we'll be reunited some day. But i don't have the patience. I want him here, with me, waking me up in the morning, sharing my morning yogurt, going for long walks.
I too wait for the time when it will get better.
Big hugs for all of you,
A.