today is a second day that you gone to the Rainbow bridge. I thought if i come to term of you leaving me, i won't feel so much pain anymore. But my heart is still aching, tears still running down... why its so painful. so many wishes i prayed last night. So many times i wish it's just a nightmare. I wish that i can undo the time.
I am really sorry Tea-bag. I do really sorry. I really want to touch you again, hugging you, kiss you and touch your button nose. You are always the special one. The one who kissed my tears when i cried. The one who woke me up with thousand kisses.
I want to let you go.. but i can't let you go. Today i come home, i called your name hoping that last night was a bad dream and you are still here and welcome me home as you used to do.
your body still here, but i don't even dare to touch you, afraid it will hurt you and it will hurt me. I kept hugging you last night, but your body was slowly become hard. I thought doctor missed your heartbeats, i really hope so.
Now.. what i should do to keep remember you with a smile on my face, without swollen eyes and tears anymore. I always imagine you, me and Mocha to be in a nice place together. We have been fighting so hard and so long to be together, it's just a month we got the good news, but now you are gone.
Please rest peace my cutie-pie, and please forgive me. I am hoping that you know that I love you so much.
love
Lee