We first met him when he was only six weeks old, a gorgeous puppy who was playing happily with his brothers and sisters. I never forget that day in October 2007 when we picked him for the first time and hold him in our arms for the first time. what an amazing feeling it was. We named him Kasper.
We bought a house just a few days earlier so we can have him as part of our family. Finally the best day of our life arrived and we took him home when he turned eight weeks old, I remember my wife was driving and I hold him in my hand. he was a bit upset in the car in the beginning but soon he felt asleep. my wife has always been worried about him feeling sad thinking about his mom and siblings.
We watched him grow but he was the same playful puppy for the best the first two years of his life.
It was me that insisted on having a dog but very soon he became my wife's boy, they were inseparable. I guess Kasper liked me as well but I knew that he's mommy's boy.
It passed so quickly 3 years and 9 days, my wife has been crying for the last few days. We had to let him go yesterday morning, for me it wasn't hard at the beginning (or maybe I didn't realize what's happening to us) but this morning it hit me so hard that I can't believe it, my heart is full of pain and it doesn't go away. I didn't realize how much I loved him till I woke up this morning and couldn't find him in the house. I've lost close family members and have always coped pretty well but this time ... I just want to be dead.
He was so special for us and we loved him so much but I regret that I didn't realize what a special dog Kasper was till we lost him.
Kasper you're always in our hear, forever.
