It's awefull, my ex (and still very close friend) has been ringing me all day absolutely devastated, bawling his eyes out, and everytime he does, I just start to cry again. He was such a good natured little boy and an absolute clown who would "smile" at me every time I visited him. (He did this by baring his teeth and whine growling whilst tail going a million miles an hour). It's so aweful I just don't even know what to do. It's less than a year since little Dino and now we're going through it again...